Teller Bank$, Crambone - No Sympathy 4 Dead Men
Sometimes the internet is just a terrible place to be. I posted last night on my twitter:
āMaking music 100% by yourself at all times is not fun. Thereās not many feelings worse than recording/producing something amazing and playing it back for an empty room. I donāt even have an engineer, itās literally just me in here every day.ā
The responses I got varied- everything from people going the whole 9 yards to my bandcamp page and purchasing my music, to making ignorant assumptions about my character, insulting my art and telling me i lack skill/drive/passion etc.. but for every negative or snarky comment there was 2 artists that felt just like me.
A producer named Crambone responded to my tweet saying:
āWhen my health started fading mfkas straight disappeared. Now it feels like something I do to just pass the time till I die. Shits depressingā
That really stuck with me. Here I was feeling really low in the moment and normally I try to save face and be tough or funny but I just allowed myself to be vulnerable and express how I was actually feeling. Something about this particular reply stuck with me so I sent him a message like āyo if you got any beats you wanna get out there send em my wayā and he did. I ended up recording on three joints- I went back and checked his bio on Twitter to see where he was from and I learned heās a dad thatās currently living with ALS. Heād been producing for like 30 years and was recently feeling so discouraged he was thinking about selling his equipment.
Man.
Itās like sometimes what you think is for you is really for everybody. That thing you feel that youāre afraid to say needs to be said.
It takes a lot to be vulnerable and to admit you need something or somebody- in that moment we both did. Thereās no way to know how either of our stories go if I had been been too embarrassed to reach out, even if it was just into the abyss of the often terrible internet.
I ended up recording a 3 song EP over the beats he sent me - I told him I was going to release it tomorrow to all yāall and we could split the money 50/50 whatever itās end up being- (he told me to keep it all but I donāt think he knows I have one the best musical communities and some the best supporters that exist anywhere so Iām definitely going to give him his 50 lmao)
It would mean a lot to me of yāall supported this one. Donāt feel obligated to pay anything for it if you donāt have it, but if you do good music is valuable and can make legitimately make the world a better place for all of us.
Thank you always
-TB$
Produced by Crambone
Written Performed Recorded Mixed & Mastered by Teller Bank$ (IN 3 HOURS!!!!)
Album Art by Lucius Pham